I've decided to do a new weekly thing. (and i guess on wednesdays now since i started live)
Current Weight: 181 lbs.
Current Mood: UUUUGHHH.
i want to lose weight, i dont really care what anyone says, and if anyone is saying i dont need to, y'all are crazy, and havn't seen me naked lately haha. so basically ive been trying to lose a mess of weight for as long as i can remember, but the number has only gone up up up. my friends/ family/ boyfriends thoughtout the years have tried to help me but it seems i just am not doing it right. lately, ive been having lack of inspiration to write; somewhat of a lack of motivation, lack of drive. I always write about new and exciting things. Well, I decided that maybe if i write my progress, i'll feel inspired to make progress, and when i make more progress, ill be more inspired to write about it.... you know?
It was basically as my mom said, i just am lazy... but when i want to do something like write a poem or make a scrapbook or make the greatest gift ever, cook a meal (all the things i like to do), i go at it hard!!! well, whats to say i cant connect something i dont love that much (dieting, excersizing... you know) to something i DO love, like writing? So I'll continue to write random things as i get inspired, but i will make sure to do a weekly progress report followed by a rant about life or something interesting.
anyways, it seems crazy, one day i was this little thing, and id get slightly more weight every once in a while but it was a normal amount, and i'd eat like a piggly, and it seems it all caught up with me, and i have to work twice as hard to get rid of it. but lets be honest, working out and eating well are a drag sometimes, so i will place myself a weekly goal to help me focus on those two aspects the most of all (with obviously including other things.. not JUST my goals... u know what i mean like i focus on this goal the most but im still going to eat healthy and workout.. just you know. :p)
So anyways, for working out, this weeks goal is to make sure i do 150 jumping jacks every day, along with my regular workout. (with breaks obvs not in a row)
And for my diet? this week's goal is to not have ANY coffee, soda (i rarely have it but still) and juice. milk and water and tea only; along with my regular diet.
Theres one exception a week, and mine this week is saturday night when i have my work's christmas party. :)
I think i like where this is going. im feeling really excited about it and im hoping for the best :)
thanks to everyone who's ever supported me, im not going to advertise this on facebook or twitter or whatever, i'll just leave it here, maybe in a few weeks ill tell some people about it, when they see my progress! ;)
LASTLY, i vow to never ever ever lie, i will not lie about my progress here, i will be completely honest even if its shitty and embarrassing. this is why i am doing this, to inspire me to do better for my blog, for the sake of my writing. for the sake of my health, and my looks, and my relationships and just me.
boom. week one has just started now!
