Thursday, March 11, 2010

never was and never will be.

Go all the way ?
No regrets ?

I don't regret the past few years.
Because I learnt from them.
But if I could take it all back, I would.

I regret loving you. I regret trying to impress you.
I will never try for you.
I will never kiss or touch you again.

You don't care about me.
You just cant get any other piece of ass.
You just want me. sadly, I don't want you.

Your a sad, pathetic excuse for a man.
Your not even a man. Your a little boy.
One with hormones, but I can't please you, nor do I want to.

I would have rather been your friend.
I wished you were more mature.
If you were a mature person, you'd be a friend.

You tell me, nay, convince me that you cant stay away.
Thats because I kept going back to you.
And thats why were done.

Something about me makes you go nuts?
I'll teach you how to control it.
Grow a pair of your own before trying to fuck up someone else.

Your not mister perfect.
Your not even close.
Your cute face and amazing eyes don't work on me anymore.

I used to think I loved you.
But I never really did.
I always thought so, but I was, and always will be, that dumb.

I lusted you.
I wanted you to love me, for real.
But you never did, and for that I am thankful.

You want me so bad.
You'll go all the way.
Unfortunately for you, its over.

Goodbye loser, Goodbye loafer, Goodbye pain, Goodbye hell.
Hello life.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

friends can be regained.
i love the guy i wrote that last blog about..
crazy eh?
hes like, my altime best friend, and we fight a lot, and we used to fight a lot more,
but, sadly. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . we got into a bigger one,
and what i said back then, still feels the same, but you know.. hes different.
forgive and forget babes. :)
writteeee soooonn ?
oh i will darlings :)