i really need to delete twitter and facebook and get rid of my instagram and my cell phone and just my computer while i'm at it. maybe just get rid of people. see this is why i need to get rid of all this stuff cause it's making me just so angry all the time.
social networking has over-sensitized me (thats probably not a real word) but I am a less strong person because of my hidding behind a stupid computer and cell phone.
like why does it bother me so much when i know someone's read my message and hasn't answered? why when i don't hear from someone but then i see them posting or tweeting does it make me want to rip my hair out? why is it that when someone posts a fuck you status or something like that we immediately assume its about us? why why why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
fuck facebook twitter all this shit fuck people fuck fuck fuck someone help me please before i blow my brains out i dont understand human beings and things as well as i always thought i did as soon as i figure something out its like im missing all these little peices of shit shitty puzzle that part of me doesn't even want to solve. fuck i needed to vent that out.
people need to just be honest and tell other people what they think instead of posting stupid shit cause thats whats fucking us all up were all hiding behind our devises and thinking its our big sheild when in fact its just singling you out from everyone else who isnt cowardly and who can hold a convesation with someone face to face without pulling their god damned phone out i mean i get it if its serious but if its not there should be no reason to text when your with someone.
i know im going into like a billion different angry venting topic but i honestly don't care nobody reads this shitty blog anyways and to prove it im not going to post around that i've written. and if you really read this email me or whatever and tell me you really want to see me write cause if thats the case then i will i just feel like sometimes i need to write like this to get it all out. so theres my rant of the day i actually feel so much better. xox jus
