so anyways bitchez,
HIGH SCHOOL IS OVAHH :):):):):)
well i mean i gots four more exams, but school is done and i am psyched, like REALLLLLYYY psyched. well if you follow my blog you would know how excited I am for everythinggggggggggggggggggggggg to be over. really ive never realized how excited i would be until the day of, and when it came, i was sad, to be honest, because of all my friends and all my teachers that i will miss. it was really a slap in the face, because ALTHOUGH I DIDNT CRY (woo), i was quite emotional, i was really sad to be leaving..
then, i get home and i sit on facebook (i am a teenager, facebook is our thing) and i look down my tiny friendslist of like 140something people.. i realize that theres no reason to be sad.. because its really not a goodbye. well it is, to the people i wont ever talk to again.. but its funny how we write in eachothers yearbooks how we'll miss eachother, good luck with the future, and all that jazz, it seems like its so conformist and so cookie cutter to say those things. im sure i wont miss that random dude i spoke to twice for an answer to a question in grade nine, so why am i writing/saying that, and why are we crying, giving this kid a hug?
because its routine. thats the routine that were so used to, the seating arangement, the teachers, the lockers, the hallways and the surroundings. the shit that we call "school" and you may call you're home away from home because of all the friends you had and shit.
well fuck routine, since when was i someone who followed rules, routines, junk like that. honestly, why the heck am i going to miss you? i really think that besides not seeing someone you care about for a little while, the word MISS makes zero sense. im not going to miss anyone from riverdale.. the people who are miss worthy, i am totally going to SEE in the future. i wish you no luck with your future, because I'm going to be a part of it. i dont hope you have a good summer, because i know you will, because i know you guys so well that i know how great you guys are.
see the difference between highschool and cejep (spelling?) is the buildings, and the teachers, and the things you learn. the people are really all the same to me, because the people worth seeing are the people i will see. so everyone has to stop crying, cause the only thing you're missing is routine.. you cant miss the people you're going to take the effort to see, and you cant miss the people you'll never see again, cause why the fuck do you miss them if u never want to see them?
it sucks the end of the routine, but i mean, thats life. and things will always change, people and place will always change, but if you really dig deep, would you rather stick to routine and be in highschool forever, or continue on, and make your own routine to your own life?
boom
