- the weight went up -
i had officially gotten down 20 pounds, to 165. and then i went back up. i was away from the house for two weeks, not eating so well, and not working out at all. im not very happy to be honest. this means a lot a lot a lot of work. im at 172, but im on my period so i am bloated. doesn't matter, i've got to do this. i've decided that for the rest of the week, no carbs, until friday night when we go out for my mums bday supper; then i can eat whatever is being served, but for the rest of the week no carbs.
i needed to write it down here, so that i can hold myself accountable next week. i'm gona come back to writing each week on my progress, that seemed to have helped. I'm not happy with my lack of progress, but I know I am slowly getting there. time to go big or go home. so this week i need to double down on working out, which proves to be a bust so far because everyone is always in the basement. im hoping i can un-lazy myself and wake up early tomorrow morning to workout... i doubt i will. i'm hoping soon my sister will be out of the basement... i wont go to sleep tonight without working out thats a promise to myself that i'm making.
i appologize for the lack of organization on this post, im honestly having a BLEH evening, and feel very melancholy and lifeless. usually i have a better more fun emotion towards the day, but it seems tonight is a more relaxed and quiet time for myself, thats okay though i don't
uhh guys i wrote this like two weeks ago and never posted it so wooooops here
